My inspiration, my spark–

?????????????–my social life, my romantic life–

–my creativity, my motivation–

?????????–my level, as a whole:

…as of the last four or five months, have gained and lost very little. Stability where I don’t need it. I’m only comforted by the fact that it will bloom, explode, eventually and unexpectedly, probably all at the same time, because if what they say about bad things coming in threes is true, the idleness of things must come in tens upon thousands, and in the meantime what I’ve got to do is sift through them all and find the One.